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| 04:48am 19/04/2005 |
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dig me now, fuck me later |
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| 09:57pm 05/10/2004 |
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mood:  blah
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whoop dee do.
one freaking comment on my new journal ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) im_just_jim. jen, thank you so very much.
the rest of you... suck
so there |
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| ATTENTION EVERYONE!! |
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| 05:09am 05/10/2004 |
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mood:  sleepy, but happy!!
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new journal!!
my new journal is im_just_jim. please go to THAT journal and comment on any of the entries to be added! and of course add it to your own friends list if you wish to read my entries!
and seriously go check out the actual journal, the backround is soooo pretty.
P.S. coinciding with this new journal is also a new aim name. it is: Im Just Jimmeh. be sure to add me to your buddy list, or be lazy and just wait for me to IM you.
i'm not totally sure if i'll be using the old journal or aim name ever again... i guess i'll faze it out slowly or something.
EDIT: i put in the wrong journal name the first time... it's fixed now. :-P thats what making a new journal at 5 AM will do to you. |
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| 03:01am 05/10/2004 |
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mood:  cheering up!
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not really that angry anymore....
but still very ashamed and dissappointed in myself.
IS it my fault i have these issues with jealousy, attachment and lonliness, like my parents would have me believe??
COULD i just... "not be that way anymore", as they say is the solution?
i freakin wish.
booyyyy do i wish..
it would make life so much easier for me and others.
enough stupid ranting.
i gotta pee.
hehe that reminds me...
Misery n Madness: i want to dance and sing and cry and shout and jump and laugh
Misery n Madness: and i have to pee
hahahahaha
sigh... i am so crazily in love
cause now i'm actually happy.
just by remembering that conversation.
crazy crazy me.
not anything i can do about the way that i am
take me or leave me,
i'm just Jim. |
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| 02:50am 05/10/2004 |
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mood:  still FUCKING pissed at myself
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P.S.
just thought i should add:
cass if you feel any inclination to call me tonight, even if it's at 5:30 in the morning, please feel free to do so because i have already lost so much sleep now that it dosen't even matter. in fact, i may stay up all night. because... (read last post)
oh and just to reiterate: i am not mad at YOU, i am mad at ME.
FGDFHJHJHHFASDFKDFHGFJHGJLGHK!!!!!
GET A GODDAM FUCKING LIFE LOSER!! |
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| 02:16am 05/10/2004 |
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mood:  restless
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gah i can't freaking sleep!!
my internal clock is sooo out of whack.
that and i really want a goodnight from my baby, but she's not back yet.. :-/
guess i'll just wait till i'm a little bit more tired. |
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| 11:29pm 04/10/2004 |
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mood:  very happy! music: none
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la la la
tonight was pretty fun. ate cheesesteak and fries, made miffins and ate chex mix, watched alot or south park and some daria.
went out skating afterward... but that didn't go to well on account of my body being very tired. my legs could barely drag me back into the house after a halfhour.
well i'm off to bed (or something). cassie! i may fall asleep before you get back, but i'd much appriciate a goodnight call, if you don't mind. or if i'm still awake i'll listen for the "moo" and just get up and talk to you online. P.S. too bad you don't have cable (or a tv at all) up there, hocus pocus is on!
sleep(ish) time! |
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| 05:42pm 04/10/2004 |
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mood:  amused
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damn schnizzy!! |
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| 11:57pm 02/10/2004 |
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mood:  mildly depressed...
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sometimes i can't help but wonder...
am i doing anything right?
my friends, family, work, love, eating habits, lifestyle, thoughts and conversations, prospects for the future, the ideas and hopes i have for myself and those i'm with...
is any of it right? a wise choice? a good idea?
it feels as though every waking moment is just a waste of mine and others time. i could be doing better things, and so could they.
or maybe i have to come to grips with the fact that nothing is ever how you want or expect it to be, and you simply have to settle for what is ok... for what is not great, but isn't bad either.
::sigh::
anyone want to talk about it? |
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| 01:47pm 02/10/2004 |
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mood:  contemplative
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i never used to think much about astrology, other than it being mildly interesting... but the more and more i look into it, the more it seems to be accurate, esspecially the star sign compatibility things.
hmmm... interesting indeed... |
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| 01:26pm 02/10/2004 |
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mood:  bored as anything
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bordom is ripping away the very fabric of my existance.
someone please give me a call or come over and save me from the bordom!!!
BLAH |
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| YEAHH!!! |
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| 05:34am 29/09/2004 |
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mood:  YAYY!! music: "Faster, better, harder stronger" ~ Daft Punk (IMH)
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my computer.. is working again motherfucker!!!
so after i refomated and restored my hard drive... it crashed. it is now utterly and completely usless... broken. i called e-machines for the 3rd time today and they're sending my out a new hard drive. i thought i couldn't use the computer till i got it, then i realized i still have my old hard drive, and it's capacity is 100 gigabytes!! so i popped that in there and used the restore disc, and it's been working ever since.
YAY!!
now it's 5:38 and i need some fuckin sleep. goodnight all! |
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| 03:52am 28/09/2004 |
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mood: tired as all hell
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well i'm back home, and i must say i could be much happier about the situation. i had an awesome weekend, but then i missed my bus, had to get different buses and spent 3 fucking HOURS in harriburg with no money and nothing to go, got home at 1:10 am and am so tired now that i can barely read. oh and while i was gone my siblings trashed my room and ruined my computer. i'm only typing this now because me computer is in shitty "safe mode". i cannot boot it up regularly or literally HUNDREDS of spam pop-ups fill the screen, eat all the memory and glitch the computer. i've used spysweeper over and over and it does not help at all. i've decieded the only thing i can do is move all my important files to a different harddrive and restore/reformat my computer.
jkghdfgdf... what a pain.
i need sleep. goodnight all.
P.S. nothing feels better then sleeping next to my girlfriend at night. so very warm and smooth and cuddly... sigh.
P.P.S. "the cutest cowboy i've ever seen..." hahahaha |
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| 02:47am 23/09/2004 |
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mood: restless... too excited!!
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yeesh...
it's like friggen christmas eve and i'm 12 years old....
i can't sleep!!!
i really really want to, but it's like i get so excited about the days ahead that my brain won't let itself slip into unconsiousness.
bleh. well, tomorrow night i'll take some sleeping pills (ONLY two) and at least that day will be fine (i have to get up at 5:30 AM to drive to wilmington and catch a bus!! and then ride buses and wait in bus stations for the next eight hours! woo woo, the things we do for love.) hooray for katie driving me, too!
on another note i'm very excited about new tricks on my skateboard. though i don't really skate alot anymore, it's fun actually being good enough to get new ideas and make them happen!
haha and i had a cop tell me i looked "MUCH younger than 21". yay for looking younger and fitting in with my crowd!! |
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| 12:20am 23/09/2004 |
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mood:  victory is MINE!
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hooray for aim 5.5!!
so after downloading the latest "update" (more of a downgrade actually) to aim 5.9, alot of stuff stopped working. i could no longer send pictures... and my away message, buddy list setup and prefrences icons were totally gone. there were also very obvious graphical glitches. so after a little research on download.com, i found a person who still had the old version of aim, 5.5. they were gracious enough to send me the setup file and now i'm back in business!! woohoo!
in short, aol sucks big ass, and were trying to gain more aol customers by revamping aim to work better for those with aol. FUCK YOU AOL!!!
haha! |
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| 09:57pm 22/09/2004 |
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mood:  feelin gooood
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dude...
life totally rocks.
i don't even care if bad things happen anymore. life is what you make of it, and i plan to make it a damn good one!
i'd like to give a word of recognition and a thank you to all those along for the ride. i luv you all.
peas (on earth)
P.S.
yay for sexfest! yay for tuedays! yay for cassie, and katie, and all my other friends!! yay for rocky! yay.. that type! woot woot! |
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| 09:20am 21/09/2004 |
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mood: amused
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sunday sunday SUNDAY!!
come see SEX-FUCKING at the phildelphia media complex!!
kids tickets still just five dollars!!
SEX-FUCKING!!
sunday SUNDAY!! don't MISS IT!
i miss summer |
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| 12:36am 19/09/2004 |
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mood:  still a bit drunk music: rilo kiley in my head
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hello all
had a pretty fun night. some new friends of mine came and picked me up, we ate dinner and then picked up two more people. got a little drunk (i got more drunk then everyone else i think) and of course spent the whole night talking about my girlfriend.
it kind of amuses me though, they couldn't tell i was drunk because to them i was acting normal, talking and whatnot, and when they're drunk they laugh and act stupid.
basicly just talked the whole time... talked about cassie, and how i know we're in love, how i respect her every wish, how i made my wallet and put her picture in it. i talked about various other things regarding cassie that i can't remember right now, including how i think about her 24/7 since she left. i really don't WANT to and i wish i had other things to occupy my mind, but i guess i just don't yet. i suppose this will change a little once i start work and school.
well i'm very tied and am going to go to sleep now.
cass, you can call me in the morning if you want to. i'm not upset that you didn't say bye to me or whatever even though it may have seemed that way. i hope you had a great night! i love you!! |
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| 05:40pm 18/09/2004 |
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mood: BOOOOOOREDDDD AKK
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Description of Your First Name of: Jim
Although the name Jim creates idealism and the urge to help others, we emphasize that it causes a restless intensity that defies relaxation. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, and solar plexus.
Your name of Jim has many sterling qualities but does not give you an overall stability. You do everything with an intensity to the point of fervour, and either you feel tremendous elation or you are in the depths of despair. People often disappoint you because you are idealistic and are apt to place those whom you admire on a pedestal. Then you become disillusioned when they fall short of your expectations. You are quick mentally and like to see things moving at an accelerated pace. Patience is not one of your virtues; you want to move when the impulse strikes you. While such spontaneity is fine at times, you must take account of conditions and employ careful analysis so as to avoid disastrous results such as accidents due to hasty actions. Most things you do, you do well, but as soon as the task, hobby, or job becomes familiar or routine, you are bored and crave a change.
these are all really accurate. |
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overly pissed at myself